A Response to Nastiness
The following post was written by Morwen, in response to a letter that circulated around the Santa Cruz area in early July, 2006. Those who are faint of heart, please note: This letter from "Max Jurgenson" contains the first truly nasty words to be published in this blog.
Dear fellow members of the fire circle community,
You may have received an email from Max Jurgenson, attacking Phoenix Fire as a whole, and Jimi and me personally. Although he claims to know Jimi and me, I do not remember meeting him at Firedance, nor does anyone I have spoken to.
Whoever this person is, it is sad that that he is so upset that he feels he must work this hard to discredit and disparage the community coming together for Phoenix Fire. While I find the personal attacks upsetting, for the good of the overall community, I would rather focus on forgiveness and pray for healing.
Perhaps the letter speaks for itself, however it contains factual assertions that I feel must be corrected. Below you will find a copy of the letter, with the corrections I have made, as well as some comments, which I have inserted in blue italics. Everything not in blue below was in the original letter from "Max."
Blessings,
Morwen
******
Hello Friends –
I have come upon some very disturbing information about the new ‘phoenix fire’ event that I am compelled to share with you. In brief, many of the founders and leaders of this new event are lying, breaking their written agreements, and breaking the law in the process of starting their new event.
I believe it is very likely this new phoenix fire event will NOT happen, so be aware before sending in money which you would most likely never get back. The new group will need to pay a significant amount of money to the Camp before being allowed on site, and they don’t have the registration income or backers to pay these bills. As such, the camp is likely to deny the group access to the site. The group may try to ‘pass the hat’ amongst the community in the days before the event, and maybe they’ll come up with the $10,000 they need, maybe not…
In fact, the money needed to pay the camp for the event has already been received and is in the bank. Furthermore, we have also received commitments from community members to help cover any deficit in the overall event budget, so “passing the hat” will not be necessary, though of course donations to support the ongoing growth of this community event are welcome.
As well, the group’s documented illegal actions leave them highly liable to legal action, which if taken would likely shut down the event.
This is straight up wrong and displays Max’s ignorance of the legal situation.
It is so very very sad that something as wonderful as the fire circle many of us love is being influenced by a handful of such unsavory characters, and it is scary to see that there’s a few dozen people – or, to use the technical term, “lemmings” – who are blindly following these despicable people.
I bet it surprises many of you to learn that you are lemmings following blindly!
Personally, Morwen and Jimi Two Feathers, the most vocal leaders of the new event, were always rude, cranky and cliquish to me at FIREDANCE.
Well, that’s odd, since we have no idea who Max is and so never had any interaction with him that could be called rude, cranky, or anything else.
I never liked them, and I and most of my friends find their East Coast, dark pagan culture and rainbow attitude unattractive and inappropriate in the California sunshine.
I am a friend of the fire circle, a friend of this community, and a friend of Firedance. As such, while many people “don’t want to get involved in the drama,” I suggest that as responsible, honest members of this community, we need to become aware of the truth and respond accordingly.
Please share this information with all you care about who you think would be interested. Fare Well Brothers & Sisters! I hope to see many of you out here on “summer tour!” Happy Festival season! Give me a call if you have any questions, as my access to email is pretty limited while on the road here in the vanogen.
MusiCat Max
And your phone number is. . .? I'd love to ask you a few questions.
----------------------------------------------------
The problems with this new pagan event phoenix fire:
Here is a brief summary of some of the events in the development of 'phoenix fire.'
Adam Fleischer and Frances Raven Marquez signed a written agreement for Raven to take over the FIREDANCE Festival, leaving Adam to produce “Firedance Camp” and “Firedance Santa Cruz.” (DOCUMENTED)
Raven started to not meet her commitments per the written agreement.
Morwen Two Feathers, representing Raven’s new “Council,” posted a “Transition FAQ” about the new FIREDANCE to the Community discussion group. This document had many falsehoods/lies/misrepresentations, which are documented, in its description of Raven’s agreement with Adam and in describing Adam’s role in the community and the Festival. Morwen wrote that Raven was the source of the information presented.
The misinformation in the first “Transition FAQ” was that Adam had turned over the discussion list, ownership of the web site, and the physical assets of Firedance to Raven, and that he was not involved in decision-making regarding the “new” Firedance. This FAQ was pulled within 48 hours of posting because the Council became aware that this was not the case. The revised FAQ, which now resides on this blog site (scroll down), corrected that misinformation. We have yet to see a single statement in the revised blog proved a lie, despite the continual repetition of this charge.
Adam wrote a friendly note to Raven asking for the document to please be reviewed and corrected with accurate, truthful statements. Raven refused to correct the lies, even while she acknowledged the truth that the document included falsehoods. Adam communicated this was a breach in the spirit of the agreement, along with a legal breach of contract, and Adam insisted that they take down the lies and communicate the truth. Raven continued to refuse, and Raven said that she wasn’t responsible for what was in this FAQ, that it was written by Morwen and the Council, and they were responsible and she wouldn’t do anything about it.
I can’t speak for what transpired between Raven and Adam. I do know that she asked us to take down the FAQ a day or two after we posted it, and we complied.
So Morwen says the Transition FAQ is true and reliable because it came from Raven, and Raven said she wasn’t the source and that she’s not responsible if it’s wrong, it’s Morwen’s responsibility.
Actually, this is not what happened at all. The Council was very clear that we believed the first FAQ was true because were told so by Raven, and when we realized it contained misinformation, we removed the FAQ from our web site, wrote an updated FAQ, and later addressed the issues of Raven’s credibility and responsibility on the blog site.
Insidious example of lack of responsibility and accountability. Adam asks for, pleads for, a phone discussion with Raven, and a face-to-face meeting to try and resolve this dispute before it escalates. Adam called Raven over half a dozen times, and she never once answered or returned a call, and she refused to meet. This complete unwillingness to talk or meet with a shared intention to clear up the dispute at hand is yet another clear example of Raven and Morwen and the Phoenix Fire Council not walking their talk, being full of BS.
In truth, Raven’s unwillingness to meet one-on-one privately with Adam was rooted in her unwillingness to be browbeaten and insulted, as she was in a previous conversation with him. Once Adam made clear that he still considered himself to have the privileges of the owner and would not allow Firedance to belong to the community, there was no more “shared intention” between him and Raven. This is my interpretation from direct conversations with Raven.
Adam reminded Raven that the written agreement left him with the power to take down the document from the Web site and to moderate the FIREDANCE Discussion eGroup, which Adam said he would do if they did not remove the “Transition FAQ” with the misinformation.
Finally, the erroneous “Transition FAQ” was removed from the web site with a short post acknowledging that it was in dispute, but they did not make the corrections to their lies and/or mistakes.
Yes, we did: it's in this blog, scroll down.
It seems that Adam’s insistence to Raven and Morwen to communicate honestly led Raven to feel she couldn’t live with this situation and the agreement she made with Adam.
Actually, Adam never once communicated with me directly during this entire series of events, to “insist” on honest communication or anything else.
It seems Raven’s plan was to lie to the council and community about Adam (this is well documented!)and to not keep much of her written agreement, and she didn’t think Adam could do anything about it. When it turned out Adam could do something about it, Raven moved forward to a higher level of immoral and illegal actions with the collusion of the firedance council that was being renamed the phoenix fire council.
Raven handed off the contract to Camp Cutter to the group of people who had been the new Firedance Council and said she was going to dissolve the Firedance corporation. This appears illegal and motivated by fraudulent intent. She called Camp Cutter herself, had them transfer the contract, and Raven herself paid the deposit check. Probably understanding the illegal nature of how Raven handed off the contract, both Raven and Morwen wrote that Raven “had absolutely nothing to do” with the new group getting the Cutter contract. They said someone new from their group had contacted Cutter and initiated a brand new contract. Again, Boy Scouts Officials have confirmed that Raven called and transferred the agreement and paid the deposit, another documented example of both Raven and Morwen lying.
This is what happened. Raven chose to dissolve Firedance, Inc, which was her legal right to do after assuming and paying off all the debt. She was not going to produce Firedance at all rather than do it under Adam’s terms that it not be given over to the community. (Perhaps she should never have signed Adam’s contract in the first place, but hindsight is always 20/20.) When she saw that we wanted to move forward as a community anyway, she allowed the deposit she had already paid to be applied to our contract, with the understanding that it would be repaid to her. (As noted above, the money to cover the entire contract, including the repayment of the deposit, is already in the bank.) A member of our Council went to Cutter and negotiated a new contract on very different terms than the one Raven had. Raven removed herself from the Council and the ongoing planning and work on the event, a decision which grieved her very much but which she did so that it was true to say that she had nothing to do with the new event or contract. We have clear legal advice, from a lawyer who has seen Raven’s contract with Adam, that there is nothing illegal about our contract with Cutter. This will not change no matter how often anyone repeats the charge that the contract is illegal.
Raven says she had to do these things in order to create a ‘community run Festival.” Adam contends that she did these actions with the fraudulent and illegal intent to avoid her legal obligations.
And what legal obligations were those? To pay Adam a percentage of revenue from the new Firedance? Perhaps this is the crux of the matter.
The phoenix fire web site’s history section directly links to what they call a “3rd party” description of Raven’s actions. This document, even more so than the previous Transition FAQ, is full of lies and misinformation. This “official history,” endorsed by Morwen and Jimi Two Feathers, is written by an ANONYMOUS writer that admits they have not seen the written agreement in question, and this ANONYMOUS writer quotes an UNNAMED SOURCE in describing the situation.
It is clearly incongruent (if not pathetic) that this new phoenix fire council that has stated its commitment to transparency, accountability, responsibility and integrity can condone an ANONYMOUS writer (that hasn’t seen the source documents being described) who quotes an UNNAMED source who is quoting someone who is documented to have repeatedly lied on related issues.
This is really quite amusing, given that no one knows who Max is (although Adam has acknowledged that he is the source of the information in this letter). But let me say it again: Although I am not the owner of the blog site, and while I didn’t write it all myself – it was definitely a collaborative effort -- I will gladly take responsibility for everything written there. The revised FAQ posted there was endorsed by the entire Fire Family Council. We did not want to make this drama the main thing to do with Phoenix Fire, and so posted it off the Phoenix Fire web site and attempted to take the focus from any single author. However, since the anonymity of the writer has now been made an issue, let’s just clear that up by saying I wrote it with input from others in the Fire Family Council, who can make their own choice about whether to claim shared authorship.
We know community members who are aware of this information and believe the truth of what is stated here, but they are afraid to communicate this to the community at large, because of the impassioned emotional attachment some old-timer East Coast community members have to these lies. They fear being ostracized and intensely attacked for speaking up for these difficult and painful truths.
We are heartbroken that this community has gotten to a place where community members FEAR speaking the truth, because of the irrational emotional response and negative repercussions they expect to get from a handful of (active and very vocal) old-timer community members.
I have to say that I find this amusing, too. I invite anyone who has ever worked or dealt with me over the last 20 years to testify about whether it is my style or mode of operating to “ostracize and attack” people who disagree with me. I (along with the Council) have welcomed questions and challenges, and have responded openly to each one.
We have wished Adam well in his endeavors and said nothing negative about him other than that we choose not to work with him. Now it’s time to return my focus to Phoenix Fire.
Morwen
Dear fellow members of the fire circle community,
You may have received an email from Max Jurgenson, attacking Phoenix Fire as a whole, and Jimi and me personally. Although he claims to know Jimi and me, I do not remember meeting him at Firedance, nor does anyone I have spoken to.
Whoever this person is, it is sad that that he is so upset that he feels he must work this hard to discredit and disparage the community coming together for Phoenix Fire. While I find the personal attacks upsetting, for the good of the overall community, I would rather focus on forgiveness and pray for healing.
Perhaps the letter speaks for itself, however it contains factual assertions that I feel must be corrected. Below you will find a copy of the letter, with the corrections I have made, as well as some comments, which I have inserted in blue italics. Everything not in blue below was in the original letter from "Max."
Blessings,
Morwen
******
Hello Friends –
I have come upon some very disturbing information about the new ‘phoenix fire’ event that I am compelled to share with you. In brief, many of the founders and leaders of this new event are lying, breaking their written agreements, and breaking the law in the process of starting their new event.
I believe it is very likely this new phoenix fire event will NOT happen, so be aware before sending in money which you would most likely never get back. The new group will need to pay a significant amount of money to the Camp before being allowed on site, and they don’t have the registration income or backers to pay these bills. As such, the camp is likely to deny the group access to the site. The group may try to ‘pass the hat’ amongst the community in the days before the event, and maybe they’ll come up with the $10,000 they need, maybe not…
In fact, the money needed to pay the camp for the event has already been received and is in the bank. Furthermore, we have also received commitments from community members to help cover any deficit in the overall event budget, so “passing the hat” will not be necessary, though of course donations to support the ongoing growth of this community event are welcome.
As well, the group’s documented illegal actions leave them highly liable to legal action, which if taken would likely shut down the event.
This is straight up wrong and displays Max’s ignorance of the legal situation.
It is so very very sad that something as wonderful as the fire circle many of us love is being influenced by a handful of such unsavory characters, and it is scary to see that there’s a few dozen people – or, to use the technical term, “lemmings” – who are blindly following these despicable people.
I bet it surprises many of you to learn that you are lemmings following blindly!
Personally, Morwen and Jimi Two Feathers, the most vocal leaders of the new event, were always rude, cranky and cliquish to me at FIREDANCE.
Well, that’s odd, since we have no idea who Max is and so never had any interaction with him that could be called rude, cranky, or anything else.
I never liked them, and I and most of my friends find their East Coast, dark pagan culture and rainbow attitude unattractive and inappropriate in the California sunshine.
I am a friend of the fire circle, a friend of this community, and a friend of Firedance. As such, while many people “don’t want to get involved in the drama,” I suggest that as responsible, honest members of this community, we need to become aware of the truth and respond accordingly.
Please share this information with all you care about who you think would be interested. Fare Well Brothers & Sisters! I hope to see many of you out here on “summer tour!” Happy Festival season! Give me a call if you have any questions, as my access to email is pretty limited while on the road here in the vanogen.
MusiCat Max
And your phone number is. . .? I'd love to ask you a few questions.
----------------------------------------------------
The problems with this new pagan event phoenix fire:
Here is a brief summary of some of the events in the development of 'phoenix fire.'
Adam Fleischer and Frances Raven Marquez signed a written agreement for Raven to take over the FIREDANCE Festival, leaving Adam to produce “Firedance Camp” and “Firedance Santa Cruz.” (DOCUMENTED)
Raven started to not meet her commitments per the written agreement.
Morwen Two Feathers, representing Raven’s new “Council,” posted a “Transition FAQ” about the new FIREDANCE to the Community discussion group. This document had many falsehoods/lies/misrepresentations, which are documented, in its description of Raven’s agreement with Adam and in describing Adam’s role in the community and the Festival. Morwen wrote that Raven was the source of the information presented.
The misinformation in the first “Transition FAQ” was that Adam had turned over the discussion list, ownership of the web site, and the physical assets of Firedance to Raven, and that he was not involved in decision-making regarding the “new” Firedance. This FAQ was pulled within 48 hours of posting because the Council became aware that this was not the case. The revised FAQ, which now resides on this blog site (scroll down), corrected that misinformation. We have yet to see a single statement in the revised blog proved a lie, despite the continual repetition of this charge.
Adam wrote a friendly note to Raven asking for the document to please be reviewed and corrected with accurate, truthful statements. Raven refused to correct the lies, even while she acknowledged the truth that the document included falsehoods. Adam communicated this was a breach in the spirit of the agreement, along with a legal breach of contract, and Adam insisted that they take down the lies and communicate the truth. Raven continued to refuse, and Raven said that she wasn’t responsible for what was in this FAQ, that it was written by Morwen and the Council, and they were responsible and she wouldn’t do anything about it.
I can’t speak for what transpired between Raven and Adam. I do know that she asked us to take down the FAQ a day or two after we posted it, and we complied.
So Morwen says the Transition FAQ is true and reliable because it came from Raven, and Raven said she wasn’t the source and that she’s not responsible if it’s wrong, it’s Morwen’s responsibility.
Actually, this is not what happened at all. The Council was very clear that we believed the first FAQ was true because were told so by Raven, and when we realized it contained misinformation, we removed the FAQ from our web site, wrote an updated FAQ, and later addressed the issues of Raven’s credibility and responsibility on the blog site.
Insidious example of lack of responsibility and accountability. Adam asks for, pleads for, a phone discussion with Raven, and a face-to-face meeting to try and resolve this dispute before it escalates. Adam called Raven over half a dozen times, and she never once answered or returned a call, and she refused to meet. This complete unwillingness to talk or meet with a shared intention to clear up the dispute at hand is yet another clear example of Raven and Morwen and the Phoenix Fire Council not walking their talk, being full of BS.
In truth, Raven’s unwillingness to meet one-on-one privately with Adam was rooted in her unwillingness to be browbeaten and insulted, as she was in a previous conversation with him. Once Adam made clear that he still considered himself to have the privileges of the owner and would not allow Firedance to belong to the community, there was no more “shared intention” between him and Raven. This is my interpretation from direct conversations with Raven.
Adam reminded Raven that the written agreement left him with the power to take down the document from the Web site and to moderate the FIREDANCE Discussion eGroup, which Adam said he would do if they did not remove the “Transition FAQ” with the misinformation.
Finally, the erroneous “Transition FAQ” was removed from the web site with a short post acknowledging that it was in dispute, but they did not make the corrections to their lies and/or mistakes.
Yes, we did: it's in this blog, scroll down.
It seems that Adam’s insistence to Raven and Morwen to communicate honestly led Raven to feel she couldn’t live with this situation and the agreement she made with Adam.
Actually, Adam never once communicated with me directly during this entire series of events, to “insist” on honest communication or anything else.
It seems Raven’s plan was to lie to the council and community about Adam (this is well documented!)and to not keep much of her written agreement, and she didn’t think Adam could do anything about it. When it turned out Adam could do something about it, Raven moved forward to a higher level of immoral and illegal actions with the collusion of the firedance council that was being renamed the phoenix fire council.
Raven handed off the contract to Camp Cutter to the group of people who had been the new Firedance Council and said she was going to dissolve the Firedance corporation. This appears illegal and motivated by fraudulent intent. She called Camp Cutter herself, had them transfer the contract, and Raven herself paid the deposit check. Probably understanding the illegal nature of how Raven handed off the contract, both Raven and Morwen wrote that Raven “had absolutely nothing to do” with the new group getting the Cutter contract. They said someone new from their group had contacted Cutter and initiated a brand new contract. Again, Boy Scouts Officials have confirmed that Raven called and transferred the agreement and paid the deposit, another documented example of both Raven and Morwen lying.
This is what happened. Raven chose to dissolve Firedance, Inc, which was her legal right to do after assuming and paying off all the debt. She was not going to produce Firedance at all rather than do it under Adam’s terms that it not be given over to the community. (Perhaps she should never have signed Adam’s contract in the first place, but hindsight is always 20/20.) When she saw that we wanted to move forward as a community anyway, she allowed the deposit she had already paid to be applied to our contract, with the understanding that it would be repaid to her. (As noted above, the money to cover the entire contract, including the repayment of the deposit, is already in the bank.) A member of our Council went to Cutter and negotiated a new contract on very different terms than the one Raven had. Raven removed herself from the Council and the ongoing planning and work on the event, a decision which grieved her very much but which she did so that it was true to say that she had nothing to do with the new event or contract. We have clear legal advice, from a lawyer who has seen Raven’s contract with Adam, that there is nothing illegal about our contract with Cutter. This will not change no matter how often anyone repeats the charge that the contract is illegal.
Raven says she had to do these things in order to create a ‘community run Festival.” Adam contends that she did these actions with the fraudulent and illegal intent to avoid her legal obligations.
And what legal obligations were those? To pay Adam a percentage of revenue from the new Firedance? Perhaps this is the crux of the matter.
The phoenix fire web site’s history section directly links to what they call a “3rd party” description of Raven’s actions. This document, even more so than the previous Transition FAQ, is full of lies and misinformation. This “official history,” endorsed by Morwen and Jimi Two Feathers, is written by an ANONYMOUS writer that admits they have not seen the written agreement in question, and this ANONYMOUS writer quotes an UNNAMED SOURCE in describing the situation.
It is clearly incongruent (if not pathetic) that this new phoenix fire council that has stated its commitment to transparency, accountability, responsibility and integrity can condone an ANONYMOUS writer (that hasn’t seen the source documents being described) who quotes an UNNAMED source who is quoting someone who is documented to have repeatedly lied on related issues.
This is really quite amusing, given that no one knows who Max is (although Adam has acknowledged that he is the source of the information in this letter). But let me say it again: Although I am not the owner of the blog site, and while I didn’t write it all myself – it was definitely a collaborative effort -- I will gladly take responsibility for everything written there. The revised FAQ posted there was endorsed by the entire Fire Family Council. We did not want to make this drama the main thing to do with Phoenix Fire, and so posted it off the Phoenix Fire web site and attempted to take the focus from any single author. However, since the anonymity of the writer has now been made an issue, let’s just clear that up by saying I wrote it with input from others in the Fire Family Council, who can make their own choice about whether to claim shared authorship.
We know community members who are aware of this information and believe the truth of what is stated here, but they are afraid to communicate this to the community at large, because of the impassioned emotional attachment some old-timer East Coast community members have to these lies. They fear being ostracized and intensely attacked for speaking up for these difficult and painful truths.
We are heartbroken that this community has gotten to a place where community members FEAR speaking the truth, because of the irrational emotional response and negative repercussions they expect to get from a handful of (active and very vocal) old-timer community members.
I have to say that I find this amusing, too. I invite anyone who has ever worked or dealt with me over the last 20 years to testify about whether it is my style or mode of operating to “ostracize and attack” people who disagree with me. I (along with the Council) have welcomed questions and challenges, and have responded openly to each one.
We have wished Adam well in his endeavors and said nothing negative about him other than that we choose not to work with him. Now it’s time to return my focus to Phoenix Fire.
Morwen
